Hates you for it?
Any way to provide enough detail to help you?
Otherwise . . .
/sympathy
--Satan, quoted by John Milton
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Verily, Lady Delirium doth proclaim:
what the hell am i suppose to do??
Beer.
Take it from somebody who perhaps knows too much.
*hugs* [ 05-17-2002: Message edited by: Suddar Williams ]
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D had this to say about Pirotess:
Beer.
i drank bleach
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How.... Lady Delirium.... uughhhhhh:
put it this way:
i drank bleach
Doctor.Now
[ 05-17-2002: Message edited by: Giantt ]
I had to take a pair of friends to the hospital to the hospital for alcohol poisoning and they had to do the charcoal thing.
I was still legally sober. Go me.
I'm afraid the problem isn't with your father.
I assume either that you've already been treated at a hospital, or that you were caught prior to the actual act?
If not: hospital, now.
If so, you need help. Mental help. Professional mental help. From an M.D.
Trust me: if I were your father and you drank or attempted to drink bleach, you'd damn-well think I hated you, too. But it's not that he hates you, it's that you've done something very wrong.
I can understand if you don't want to discuss details.
You have to understand, though: you've crossed a line.
Get help.
--Satan, quoted by John Milton
[ 05-17-2002: Message edited by: mog ]
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Lady Delirium had this to say about Pirotess:
the funny part is..i have prof. help..a whole buncha it...and meds...and stuff. my whole family is manic depressive...i get lots of their stress..plus school, teachers, work etc, dance, and whatever misc things that come up...its just kinda hard...and right now i want my dads support..or to know he cares..i know it was wrong..but if that isnt a clear sign im hurting i dont know what is
Just tell him.
Tell him that.
You may be surprised, even if he doesn't come around immediately...
But aside from getting the aforementioned professional help, or rather, once you do get it, reach out some to people who you know and trust. You seem to care a great deal for Bane. He seems to care a great deal for you. Go see him. just spill your proverbial guts about everything. Don't expect him to have the answers to everything, but I remember when I was in my teenage years and there was a divorce going on and my dad had me seeing a psychiatrist and sometimes you just want to talk without being analyzed or sized up or looked at with that googly "what's wrong with you" sort of clinical stare.
Don't ever drink bleach again, though.
sigpic courtesy of This Guy, original modified by me
Hurting yourself as a substitute is not acceptable. My bet is your dad feels betrayed and hurt, on top of being worried about you.
What you did is a very selfish, cowardly thing. You deserve better. You are better than that.
If you need something, then ask. You can have all the validation you want, here, if only you ask for it honestly.
Like you have here. I hope you get the help you need, and that you come to realize self-respect is the only prerequisite for self-esteem.
--Satan, quoted by John Milton
thank you deth and bloodsage...i know you both are right...its just a lot of emotional stress..im just very hurt
Living well is the best revenge.
Whatever hurts you, channel all your energy into overcoming it--then spend the rest of your happy life gloating. 
--Satan, quoted by John Milton
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Bloodsage had this to say about Knight Rider:
There's an old saying:Living well is the best revenge.
Whatever hurts you, channel all your energy into overcoming it--then spend the rest of your happy life gloating.
i couldnt have said it better, gently hugs Lady Derlirium, hang in there, the best wayto get to people is not to give up
Seek help, hurting yourself is not a good way to cry for help. End of story. 'n stuff.
Don't hurt yourself, sweetie *hugs*
And your dad is probably scared as hell, and confused, and a bit disappointed right now. But if he hated you, he wouldn't feel any of these things. He would just shrug it off. People get upset because something strikes a chord in them. So he cares, you're just doing things right now he can't handle.
Please, listen to Sage and Deth. Talk to someone about this. If things start to boil over, talk to Bane. If Bane's not around, e-mail me, or PM me here. Just get it out, before it spills over and you do something like this again, hon.
*hugs you again*
Lyinar Ka`Bael, Piney Fresh Druidess - Luclin
you know how i think highly of you..thank you everyone..
Lyinar Ka`Bael, Piney Fresh Druidess - Luclin
We chatted for about half an hour or so before I went to bed last night. 
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Lady Delirium had this to say about Captain Planet:
put it this way:
i drank bleach
he doesnt hate you hes mad
if my daughter drank bleech i wouldnt exactly think she was the smartest crayon in the box either
stop hurting yourself like that and maybe he will come around. It hurts him to see you do things like that and angers him
[ 05-18-2002: Message edited by: Mortious ]
[ 05-18-2002: Message edited by: Giantt ]
Cause I mean, she coulda done what her and Bane did. Now that.. that was attention whorin' spam. 
Anyways, glad to hear you're feeling better Delirium. (Im assuming this.)
I actually agree with Liam, and the picture was sorta inappropriate.
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When the babel fish was in place, it was apparent Giantt said:
Go go edit-post-bug.I actually agree with Liam, and the picture was sorta inappropriate.
lies no it wasnt!
