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Topic: I have lost it...!
OrangeBrand
By a Truck
posted 06-29-2007 11:04:42 PM
Man, I have freaken lost it. I have been talking to my wife today, and I just like lost my mind. I am like 30 sec's from eating my own feces, that is how bad I think I am gone.

Long story short, we seperated finally after me asking her to leave for like a year..(I dont want to get into it, it is a long story, and I look lik an ass for putting up with her all this time)

So today we go out, like friends/dating/co-workers type stuff.. and she is still with this prewritten speach on how she want to be with me and all this crap....We never had any intimate moments for like the last past year, and she say it was because we live in a small house and doesnt want the kids to see/hear/etc..(i understand)

So today she is like well since we are going out, if you can get your mom to watch the kids we can be intimate... I am like OK! ( after all the BS i still want to be with my wife) so I do what i have to do to arrange said baby sitting. feed my kids, and head to my house so they can eat and then take to my moms which is like a half mile away.....ok ...no that she is driving.. i stayed home to do some office stuff for the 10 minutes she is going to be gone........then she calls me to tell me she doesnt want to do anything becuase she is going to play bingo with her mother.. I go ape shit because this is what we are seperated in the first place... then i ask well are we going to do anything before you leave... and then she goes.. well i wanted to but we are arguing and now i dont feel like it........ OMG...

I feel like I am watching alice in wonderland backwards in spanish... I am so WTF right now.. i am like talking to the wall asking it questions...

I have history of mental illness in my family and man.... wow.. i have never fealt so gomer pile ever like i do today....the best part of being bi-polar is that i will forget in like 2 minutes but.. man... i had to write this to someone to vent because all my friends are thinking i am mental as it is...


o...

flame me or what ever.. delete this page .. i just had to get it out...

bye.

SPELLCHECK is a four letter word.
Maradon!
posted 06-29-2007 11:21:26 PM
Hey, you reacted like an average human being would.

NO HOPE FOR YOU MUST BE CRAZY!

Seriously man, women do this shit all the time.

I don't know if anything could keep me in a relationship where sex is handled like a doctor appointment and happens less than once a day.

Maradon! fucked around with this message on 06-29-2007 at 11:23 PM.

Tier
posted 06-29-2007 11:43:11 PM
o ok
Greenlit
posted 06-30-2007 12:04:43 AM
wow
Blackened
posted 06-30-2007 12:17:00 AM
this thread is now about

Although my distaste for you as a human being is brobdingnagian,
what I'm about to do isn't personal.
Greenlit
posted 06-30-2007 12:46:08 AM
Inferno-Spirit
Sports Advocate
posted 06-30-2007 02:37:58 AM
I'm always 30 seconds from eating my own feces.
"He lets the last Hungarian go, and he goes running. He waits until his wife and kids are in the ground and he goes after the rest of the mob. He kills their kids, he kills their wives, he kills their parents and their parents' friends. He burns down the houses they grew up in and the stores they work in, he kills people that owe them money. And like that he was gone. Underground. No one has ever seen him again. He becomes a myth, a spook story that criminals tell their kids at night. 'If you rat on your pop, Keyser Soze will get you.' And nobody really ever believes." - Roger 'Verbal' Kint, The Usual Suspects
OrangeBrand
By a Truck
posted 06-30-2007 02:59:30 AM
Man... just got back from seeing Evan almighty. Didn't know it was a sequel. (as in all the same actors and following from the first movie). Was great. Did alot for my sanity.


Sorry to have had to post this here and air my luandry guys, but man.. I feel better letting it out. I went out and just forgot about it. My wife should work for the mob or the CIA, you can't get an honest/straight/answer a question with a question out of her.

Ok this will conclude the Orange spiral towards mental breakdown for the day.

The mental illness I reffered to are bi-polar and depression (mom,uncle and other uncle) It's the "I don't want to do anything" depression, not the "I just took a bottle of chewibles" depression.

Ok thank for watching, Carry on with the normally shceduled program.

SPELLCHECK is a four letter word.
Ja'Deth Issar Ka'bael
I posted in a title changing thread.
posted 06-30-2007 03:23:01 AM
quote:
OrangeBrand stopped beating up furries long enough to write:
I feel like I am watching alice in wonderland backwards in spanish...

This is the funniest thing I've read all day

Lyinar's sweetie and don't you forget it!*
"All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die. -Roy Batty
*Also Lyinar's attack panda

sigpic courtesy of This Guy, original modified by me

OrangeBrand
By a Truck
posted 06-30-2007 03:44:19 AM
Yeah I like how it came out nicely in the pretext... couldn't of planned it better...now that I think of it... would be a nice title over my sig pic. which i dont have yet.

edit-keyboard is sticking.. time for a new computer.

OrangeBrand fucked around with this message on 06-30-2007 at 03:45 AM.

SPELLCHECK is a four letter word.
Vernaltemptress
Withered and Alone
posted 06-30-2007 03:58:12 AM
A) you're being overly dramatic about your situation.

B) you are wrongly using your "bipolar disorder" as a crutch.

C) either you're not getting treated for the "bipolar" or you aren't being properly treated.


Right now, I have no sympathy for your situation.

Vernaltemptress fucked around with this message on 06-30-2007 at 03:58 AM.

Obamanomics: spend, tax, and borrow.
Blackened
posted 06-30-2007 04:57:03 AM

Although my distaste for you as a human being is brobdingnagian,
what I'm about to do isn't personal.
OrangeBrand
By a Truck
posted 06-30-2007 06:10:33 AM
Nobody asked for any kind of piety nor judgement. I just had to get it off my chest.

Plus you make a judgement on something you know nothing about.I never said I was bi-polar, I was flipping out when I wrote it and mentioned that the illness in my family was taking effect and making me loss it mostly in jest.Plus since when does pycho ramble constitute any kind of seriousness. You might want to correct me on my spelling errors also.. That might make you feel better also.

I hardly think I dramatized it enough. If you could hear the things I was saying as I was typing you would rather freak out, or laugh till you pissed yourself.

But as you are female I will chalk this up to gender bias...

Everybody is entitled to their opinion, I just didn't ask for yours.

SPELLCHECK is a four letter word.
Bloodsage
Heart Attack
posted 06-30-2007 06:52:06 AM
Well, now you can have it from someone who isn't female: STFU and go away.

If you're so pathetic you need an internet message board to get something off your chest, any lack of sympathy you find is nothing more than justice. Honestly, what made you think anyone would give a shit, or that making your stupid ranting public would be more productive than writing it on a piece of paper and then burning it?

To reign is worth ambition, though in Hell:
Better to reign in Hell than serve in Heaven.

--Satan, quoted by John Milton

Vernaltemptress
Withered and Alone
posted 06-30-2007 07:12:56 AM
quote:
This insanity brought to you by OrangeBrand:
I never said I was bi-polar

quote:
Verily, OrangeBrand doth proclaim:
the best part of being bi-polar is that i will forget in like 2 minutes

Oh, really?

Obamanomics: spend, tax, and borrow.
Ryuujin
posted 06-30-2007 08:54:00 AM
Maybe he forgot he was bi-polar.
Steven Steve
posted 06-30-2007 09:55:22 AM
I didn't read your post, but I would advise you to PIITB
"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

Mortious
Gluttonous Overlard
posted 06-30-2007 10:28:05 AM
quote:
Bloodsage said:
Well, now you can have it from someone who isn't female: STFU and go away.

*makes whipcracking sounds*

OrangeBrand
By a Truck
posted 06-30-2007 12:55:09 PM
quote:
Check out the big brain on Bloodsage!
Well, now you can have it from someone who isn't female: STFU and go away.

If you're so pathetic you need an internet message board to get something off your chest, any lack of sympathy you find is nothing more than justice. Honestly, what made you think anyone would give a shit, or that making your stupid ranting public would be more productive than writing it on a piece of paper and then burning it?


The great and powerful OZ has spoken...*thunder sound*

Bought time you posted BS.. was wondering when you PHD was going to kick in.

I thought message boards where for posting anyways.

I know you are educated and all.I respect that about you, but I really don't care for your opinion sometimes either. There are times when I want to ask questions here because I know that I will get an honest un-bias answer, and your opinion is one of that ones that would fall into the educated rational catagory.. But I never asked for anyone to do anything when I posted.

Delete this thread, I dont care, I just wanted to Vent... What BS are you to super upper class to ever experience anger and/or rage from junior memebers or just people in general that you can't understand where I am coming from posting this.

I do not care what you think.. STFU to you and if you don't like what I write put me on ignore or GTFO...

Don't you have anything better to do. I am sorry I may have insulted the Mrs. but sometimes posting your "I'm me, and that is better then you" post is just as bad as anything I have ever posted.

I see you point about writing it down and then discarding it. I was just flipping out man, I wasn't really thinking things through at that point in time. I know you are human, give a guy some slack.


edit: sorry it reads bad, not a good writer.

OrangeBrand fucked around with this message on 06-30-2007 at 12:58 PM.

SPELLCHECK is a four letter word.
Steven Steve
posted 06-30-2007 01:13:40 PM
stop whining
"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

OrangeBrand
By a Truck
posted 06-30-2007 01:15:13 PM
...Oh ok.
SPELLCHECK is a four letter word.
Greenlit
posted 06-30-2007 01:53:03 PM
jesus christ shut up
Vernaltemptress
Withered and Alone
posted 06-30-2007 02:17:46 PM
quote:
OrangeBrand had this to say about Tron:
flame me or what ever..


quote:
And I was all like 'Oh yeah?' and OrangeBrand was all like:
Nobody asked for any kind of piety nor judgement.

Everybody is entitled to their opinion, I just didn't ask for yours.



quote:
OrangeBrand wrote, obviously thinking too hard:
But I never asked for anyone to do anything when I posted.


You might want to re-read your old posts before writing contradictions to what you already said.

Obamanomics: spend, tax, and borrow.
Steven Steve
posted 06-30-2007 04:23:50 PM
: >
"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

Densetsu
NOT DRYSART
posted 06-30-2007 06:02:04 PM
quote:
It was not by my hand that I am once again given flesh! I was called here by OrangeBrand who wishes to pay me tribute!

Delete this thread

I am pretty sure that a thread has not been deleted in the history of these forums. (Barring automatic deletion for being too old or accidental deletion due to fuckery, obviously.)

I was in the Virgin Islands once. I met a girl, we ate lobster, drank piña coladas. At sunset, we made love like sea otters. That was a pretty good day. Why couldn't I get that day over, and over?
Vorbis
Vend-A-Goat
posted 06-30-2007 06:33:58 PM
quote:
Densetsu attempted to be funny by writing:
I am pretty sure that a thread has not been deleted in the history of these forums. (Barring automatic deletion for being too old or accidental deletion due to fuckery, obviously.)

A long long time ago we used to be able to delete posts and threads. But that got abused and Drysart removed that feature.

Mr. Parcelan
posted 06-30-2007 06:36:06 PM
quote:
Densetsu impressed everyone with:
I am pretty sure that a thread has not been deleted in the history of these forums. (Barring automatic deletion for being too old or accidental deletion due to fuckery, obviously.)

Well, there was that stroke of genius Black, Sean and I had in which I pretended to go mad with power and delete threads at randomosity...I've also deleted threads made purely for instigation or attempts to be Zack Morris from you know who and who else.

I've also deleted threads made by Holden because he cries whenever he percieves someone acting in not his best interests.

Greenlit
posted 06-30-2007 06:40:03 PM
I picked up Fight Night Round 3 today and this game is hilarious

I mean I really liked the demo

(who wouldn't? caving in grandmas skulls never gets old)

But the full game is even better with its awesome create-a-boxer system

Delphi Aegis
Delphi. That's right. The oracle. Ask me anything. Anything about your underwear.
posted 06-30-2007 07:20:51 PM
quote:
Greenlit had this to say about Captain Planet:
I picked up Fight Night Round 3 today and this game is hilarious

I mean I really liked the demo

(who wouldn't? caving in grandmas skulls never gets old)

But the full game is even better with its awesome create-a-boxer system


I remember selling a lot of the fight night series to nerdy, pasty, thin (Or very very fat) white boys. Perhaps caving these grandmas skulls in was part of the reason for that.

Greenlit
posted 06-30-2007 07:38:07 PM
It really is a lot of fun

I'm going to be making boxing version of pro wrestlers all weekend

Greenlit
posted 06-30-2007 07:39:54 PM
oh yeah I picked up God Hand for the ps2 too but haven't had a chance to play it because we're too busy caving in negro skulls
Mooj
Scorned Fanboy
posted 06-30-2007 07:43:26 PM
grandma skulls.
Mooj
Scorned Fanboy
posted 06-30-2007 07:44:29 PM
And OrangeBrand, since nobody else has come out and said it yet, I will.

See a damn doctor if you're so worried about your mental health.

OrangeBrand
By a Truck
posted 06-30-2007 08:46:51 PM
Thanks Mooj. But I was more just stressed out, and losing it then anything else. I am pretty sure I will have to when I am like 40. I am worried about how my mom's side of the family has alot of depression. I am starting to think my laziness is really that.

Anyone play Stronghold Legends? anyone know if it is worth getting? Looks like the other 2 just with dragons and giants.

SPELLCHECK is a four letter word.
Mr. Parcelan
posted 06-30-2007 10:27:34 PM
quote:
When the babel fish was in place, it was apparent Greenlit said:
oh yeah I picked up God Hand for the ps2 too but haven't had a chance to play it because we're too busy caving in negro skulls

It looked cool to me, but I hear it's a really, really, really gay game.

Greenlit
posted 07-01-2007 12:04:51 AM
quote:
Everyone wondered WTF when Mr. Parcelan wrote:
It looked cool to me, but I hear it's a really, really, really gay game.

holy shit this game is ridiculously hard so far

Greenlit
posted 07-01-2007 12:05:20 AM
but it's got a casino fuck yeah
Mr. Parcelan
posted 07-01-2007 12:05:34 AM
quote:
So quoth Greenlit:
holy shit this game is ridiculously hard so far

Not fabulous.

Greenlit
posted 07-01-2007 12:08:13 AM
quote:
We were all impressed when Mr. Parcelan wrote:
Not fabulous.

Main character's awesome

Naggy girlfriend is hot yet naggy and he doesn't give two shits about her

Greenlit
posted 07-01-2007 12:15:55 AM
oh man you have to rent this

This game does not give a shit about itself, it's full of such self-depreciative humor.

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