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Addy
posted 12-17-2002 10:06:32 PM
I was hanging around in IRC when D announced he was going to play some CS. Being the ever-so-curious learner I am, I decided to tag along (along with Rosa/Lash and Nem). We joined a clan's secure server. Everything was dandy... I actually killed a few people, until the map switched. D decided to leave, but that's another story.

A common way to communicate in CS is voicechat, as most know. I've always sat back and listened to others chat back and forth, giving commands such as "guard me!" and "set up the bomb!" Other than a server I regularly visit (which D loathes, teehee), I never really communicated. Until today.

And God, did I ever make a mistake.

Jokingly, I said, "Rosa! I love you!" in a happy voice I usually have. RIGHT when I said that, a flood of "Muffins is a girl?" replies popped up. (Muffins is my alias) The other menfolk decided it'd be funny to imitate my voice and generally mock me, and females. I dealt with this for a few rounds before I told Rosa I was heading back to IRC.

Why am I taking it so personally? I don't know... I just wanted to have a good time killin' people with my new Phoenix skin (thanks Rosa for the link), but it ended up in disaster (IMO). Maybe I let stuff get to me too easily, but I honestly wanted to cry. I hate being made fun of. My voice isn't the greatest... I've had a minor speaking 'disability' since I was small. Plus... just the fact I was a female gamer... they really ruined my gaming experience. They made me feel inferior; a joke. It's just a game, I know. But why is it getting to me so?

Sigh.

Okay, angst off. Back to happy mode.

Il Buono
You see, in this world there's two kinds of people, my friend.
posted 12-17-2002 10:08:14 PM
CS pub players are lower than shit, sorry Addy.


*hugs*

"Those with loaded guns, and those who dig. You dig."
Soldar
I'll take two of anything, please. To go.
posted 12-17-2002 10:08:50 PM
Many of them haven't seen a girl in a long time. Or haven't been able to talk to one.
Black
The Outlaw Torn
posted 12-17-2002 10:11:22 PM
Taking insults from CS players seriously is dumb. 8\


Time was never on my side.
So on I wait my whole lifetime.

Addy
posted 12-17-2002 10:12:51 PM
quote:
Black Mage had this to say about John Romero:
Taking insults from CS players seriously is dumb. 8\

Maybe, but it was consistant. Like, they wouldn't drop it.

Mog
not really a mmembe rof tis boered
posted 12-17-2002 10:13:10 PM
and thats exacdtly why i never play cs anymore, allmsot everyone who plays is a fucekn idiot

dun let it get to you


Regret calamities if you can thereby help the sufferer; if not, attend to your own work and allready the evil begins to be repaired
- Self Rreliance
Black
The Outlaw Torn
posted 12-17-2002 10:15:18 PM
quote:
Adrecia Tru'Ril obviously shouldn't have said:
Maybe, but it was consistant. Like, they wouldn't drop it.
'ur a fag' It's consistant because they can't think of anything more intellegent to do, or any other insults.


Time was never on my side.
So on I wait my whole lifetime.

Addy
posted 12-17-2002 10:16:08 PM
True.
Naota Nandaba
Don't ask me about any goddamned bannings!
posted 12-17-2002 10:17:25 PM
Mog, if that's why you quit CS... then you must be playing on a server full of fucking rejects.

=/

A considerable number of females play on the servers I do... at least enough to make it so it's not a huge deal when one connects. =/

Nothing amazing happens here.
Only the ordinary.
Comrade Snoota
Communist
Da, Tovarisch!
posted 12-17-2002 10:28:54 PM
Addy is a girl?
You smell that? Do you smell that? ...Napalm, son. Nothing else in the world smells like that. I love the smell of napalm in the morning. You know, one time we had a hill bombed for twelve hours. When it was all over I walked up. We didn't find one of 'em, not one stinkin' dink body. The smell, you know that gasoline smell, the whole hill. Smelled like... victory.
Nwist, Who?
Nwist
posted 12-17-2002 10:34:07 PM
What I do when harassed in CS is follow them around (considering they're on your team) and stab them. Only when FF is off.

Reactions are funnee.

Drysart
Pancake
posted 12-17-2002 10:35:53 PM
...but... Addy is sexy!
nem-x
posted 12-17-2002 10:37:20 PM
That's when you start knifing their head and screwing up their aim.
Naota Nandaba
Don't ask me about any goddamned bannings!
posted 12-17-2002 10:37:54 PM
quote:
nem-x had this to say about (_|_):
That's when you start knifing their head and screwing up their aim.

I think they took that out.

Nothing amazing happens here.
Only the ordinary.
Ja'Deth Issar Ka'bael
I posted in a title changing thread.
posted 12-17-2002 10:44:47 PM
That's when you say, "Ah so a bunch of single losers like you all know how to identify a woman after all? Rosa, I owe you a coke."
Lyinar's sweetie and don't you forget it!*
"All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die. -Roy Batty
*Also Lyinar's attack panda

sigpic courtesy of This Guy, original modified by me

Lashanna
noob
posted 12-17-2002 10:45:50 PM
It happens, y'know...

A lot of times, yeah, I can't stand people like that...

That's one of the reasons I was so determined to become remotely decent at CS or FA: So that when they mess with me, I can prove, on their grounds, that I can beat them.

All the same, Half-Life Mod Players are up there with the people in AOL Lobbies in terms of Internet Social Relations...

Dad's going to kill you. Really. He is.
Doomjudge
Pancake
posted 12-17-2002 11:06:50 PM
207.189.98.245:27015

Good server, if anyone gives you shit I'll ban them on the spot.

Naota Nandaba
Don't ask me about any goddamned bannings!
posted 12-17-2002 11:13:02 PM
quote:
Doomie Model 2000 was programmed to say:
207.189.98.245:27015

Good server, if anyone gives you shit I'll ban them on the spot.


...but it's dust only.

Nothing amazing happens here.
Only the ordinary.
Doomjudge
Pancake
posted 12-17-2002 11:21:52 PM
But I'm admin..It's whatever I want it to be...
Naota Nandaba
Don't ask me about any goddamned bannings!
posted 12-17-2002 11:51:04 PM
quote:
Doomie had this to say about dark elf butts:
But I'm admin..It's whatever I want it to be...

That's true... pfft.

Nothing amazing happens here.
Only the ordinary.
Steven Steve
posted 12-17-2002 11:53:06 PM
Reason one why I don't play Counter-Strike. Too many 11 year old "hackers" with the beta of AOL playing, pretending like the game is something new and cool.
"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

Lashanna
noob
posted 12-17-2002 11:54:26 PM
Dust is hate.

I swear, you could do 10 year inter-curricular study on the geometry, physics, psychology, and sociology of de_dust and the behavior of players in it as a setting...

You could write enough for a Masters Thesis in all those things, I swear.

Off the top of my head, I can BS atleast 5 pages of psychology on de_dust.

I'm so sick of Dust, bleh... I doubt there are any truly original rounds in dust anymore, . I don't think there's a single spot on the map that's never been hit by a bullet, a single tactic that's never been tried...

I really think de_dust needs to be removed from the next version of Half-Life. Dust only servers bug the hell out of me...

I'll play there sometimes, and be like,
"Don't you guys get sick of playing dust all the time?"
"no"
"No."
"kno"
"no"
"no"
"(RADIO) Negative"
"never"
"nope"
"no"

Dad's going to kill you. Really. He is.
Il Buono
You see, in this world there's two kinds of people, my friend.
posted 12-17-2002 11:55:47 PM
quote:
Verily, Lashanna doth proclaim:
I'll play there sometimes, and be like,
"Don't you guys get sick of playing dust all the time?"
...
"(RADIO) Negative"

That has me giggling hysterically, and I'm not sure why.

"Those with loaded guns, and those who dig. You dig."
Naota Nandaba
Don't ask me about any goddamned bannings!
posted 12-17-2002 11:55:49 PM
quote:
Fazum'Zen Fastfist obviously shouldn't have said:
Reason one why I don't play Counter-Strike. Too many 11 year old "hackers" with the beta of AOL playing, pretending like the game is something new and cool.

Blanket statements ahoy!

Nothing amazing happens here.
Only the ordinary.
Steven Steve
posted 12-17-2002 11:55:52 PM
I ask the same question, but replace "dust" with "Counter-Strike."

I get the same results

"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

Lashanna
noob
posted 12-17-2002 11:57:38 PM
quote:
Fazum'Zen Fastfist stumbled drunkenly to the keyboard and typed:
I ask the same question, but replace "dust" with "Counter-Strike."

I get the same results


It is possible to enjoy an old game, you know.
I happen to enjoy CounterStrike still, even though I suck now.

Hell, I like playing Quake 2 on the LAN at the Campus Lab, because I'm playing with mostly friends, and at the very least, other people in the lab.

Dad's going to kill you. Really. He is.
Steven Steve
posted 12-17-2002 11:58:31 PM
I didn't say it was a bad game, or unenjoyable

I just feel ashamed playing it for some reason

"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

Naota Nandaba
Don't ask me about any goddamned bannings!
posted 12-18-2002 12:00:30 AM
Because you're one of the people contributing to the problem you speak of?
Nothing amazing happens here.
Only the ordinary.
Steven Steve
posted 12-18-2002 12:01:56 AM
No, I don't think that's it
"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

Zebsis Morbidfist
Pancake
posted 12-18-2002 12:03:15 AM
Get over yourself, Faz.
Steven Steve
posted 12-18-2002 12:04:04 AM
I didn't know I was still under
"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

Naota Nandaba
Don't ask me about any goddamned bannings!
posted 12-18-2002 12:04:23 AM
quote:
Fazum'Zen Fastfist got all f'ed up on Angel Dust and wrote:
I didn't know I was still under

ba dun chh

Nothing amazing happens here.
Only the ordinary.
Steven Steve
posted 12-18-2002 12:08:13 AM
I have no idea what just happened
"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

Naota Nandaba
Don't ask me about any goddamned bannings!
posted 12-18-2002 12:13:34 AM
Neither do I. I think there was a point a few posts ago... we lost it somewhere.

edit: gramur r haerds

[ 12-18-2002: Message edited by: Kegwen 2.0 ]

Nothing amazing happens here.
Only the ordinary.
Steven Steve
posted 12-18-2002 12:16:48 AM
I don't think there was a point even then. I don't remember one...
"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

Naota Nandaba
Don't ask me about any goddamned bannings!
posted 12-18-2002 12:17:52 AM
uhh...your...mom has a point?

I don't know.

Nothing amazing happens here.
Only the ordinary.
Steven Steve
posted 12-18-2002 12:20:56 AM
No, your mom you fuck
"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

Arrenn Lightblade
Yes. Yes he is.
posted 12-18-2002 12:25:24 AM
Best advice is to point and laugh. They get a bit excited when someone comes in with breasts and was meant to have them.
(I am sleepy, sorry for the poor wording there..)
Naota Nandaba
Don't ask me about any goddamned bannings!
posted 12-18-2002 12:35:12 AM
quote:
So quoth Arrenn Lightblade:
Best advice is to point and laugh. They get a bit excited when someone comes in with breasts and was meant to have them.
(I am sleepy, sorry for the poor wording there..)

SENSE YUO AER NTO MAEKING

Nothing amazing happens here.
Only the ordinary.
Steven Steve
posted 12-18-2002 12:45:48 AM
yeah he is
"Absolutely NOTHING [will stop me from buying Diablo III]. I will buy it regardless of what they do."
- Grawbad, Battle.net forums

"Don't want to sound like a fanboy, but I am with you. I'll buy it for sure, it's just a matter of for how long I will be playing it..."
- Silvast, Battle.net forums

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