If things would have went a little differently I would be saying my vows to melissa right at this moment in front of about 250 people.
Don't get me wrong. I am glad now that her and I are not getting married. But it still leaves a strange place in my heart. I was hoping not to spend the entire day alone like I have but the nasty storms in the area have the city pretty much shut down.

Anyway.. Just a random thought.

Eh, on days like this, I think a little time alone with your thoguhts is a good thing. Tomorrow, once you've got your head on straight, and the weight of the day, the significance of that weight isn't bearing down on you like those thunderstorms, you can go get drunk.