Last night I had a dream for the first time in a week.
I was in a Funeral home. I wasn't sure who I was there with but I knew it was someone close to me. As I got closer to the casket, the shadows seemed to move with me so that the face was always just a bit to out of focus to see.
When I finally leaned in close I saw that it was me laying there in the casket.
Odly enough I felt very calm about this. I remember saying goodbye to myself and then turning around. The people. God the people that were there. I saw faces of people in this dream that I had forgotten I knew. Old friends who I had not spoken to in years. People I had helped at one point or another and people who had helped me.
I walked along this line of people. It went out of the room, ten out of the building. Then on as far as I could see. I don't know if I have really touched this many people in my life. Perhaps I have, or perhaps it was just a random part of the dream. Creating hundreds of people who never existed and who never will.
But when I woke up I felt so strange. I almost wondered if it was some portent. Am I going to die soon? Is someone I know or love going to pass on soon. Maybe it is just my minds way of accepting that the life I had up till now is dear. Perhaps it means something else, like that I feel my heart is now dead. Or perhaps sometimes a dream is just a dream, though I feel that this was more than that.
I don't know why I post this. I guess I just need a place to put my thoughts. And you are all the best choie for that.
--Satan, quoted by John Milton
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JooJooFlop spewed forth this undeniable truth:
It means you should eat more cheese.
If you had a 1-800 hotline that charged 10 cents a minute (But had a 25 dollar donation requirement) I would so call you.
or
It means your are going to die and all that you saw will miss you.
Their is no way of knowing what your dream means so live your life [ 10-06-2003: Message edited by: Paul The Fun Drunk ]
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KaLourin impressed everyone with:
Kat beat me to the punch.. was gonna say the same thing.
Ooooh. I'm channeling KaL! ^.^
"And they say to me, 'We eet cow now.' I say 'Wheres cow?'"
