I sit here and wish that I could go back into time, just to replay events that have just recently past. Or maybe even go forward in time, to events that will play shortly in the future.

The days pass ever so slowly. I have no outlet. The only help is the time I get to spend writing my thoughts down for her to read some week from now. When my thoughts will be replaced with new thoughts. Things I want to tell her now, I must wait forever for time to permit me to do so.

Why cant time just let me be back with Tam.... I know she feels the same I do. She said so in her letters. I want so bad to be with her. Not so much here, but I want to be there. The idea of just getting to sit there and look at her would be so much of a help. We dont need to talk, we already know what will be said. Just to be there.

And when I wish her good night before I goto sleep, I wish that she could hear just those words. Just those 2-3 simple words I say before sleep, nothing more. It is amazing how much comfort such little things can bring. But time prevents me from doing those things now. I know this time will end soon, but I just want it to end now and to have her back in my arms.

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Naimah had this to say:
Dude, she's been gone like a week.

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Insensitivity, ahoy!

A week is forever when you're in love.

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Mortious wrote, obviously thinking too hard:
Insensitivity, ahoy!

A week is forever when you're in love.

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Sometimes even two days is forever.

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Naimah enlisted the help of an infinite number of monkeys to write:
Dude, she's been gone like a week.

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And thus we see why Naimah will be alone forever.

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Naimah had this to say about Tron:
Dude, she's been gone like a week.

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Way to be, jackass.

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Verily, Naimah doth proclaim:
Dude, she's been gone like a week.

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... Dude, yer a jackass.

Pesco... just try to do stuff to make it go faster - watch a good movie, write her letters, work out, work hard. I know you are both stong enough to get through this - and once you -do- get though it, you'll be able to handle anything.

That which doesn't break you makes you stronger, ne?

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This insanity brought to you by Naimah:
Dude, she's been gone like a week.

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For your information, she has been gone for almost 3 weeks. In that time, I have proposed to her, she has gone to the hospital, I have had one contact with her since she arrived at boot camp. The "call" from boot camp was her wanting to get off the phone as soon as possible because she was about to start crying. I am forced to sit and live with the fact that I am the ONLY person on the entire planet that she will cry infront of. In her letters she says she wants to but wont. I live in the fear that her dreams will come back while in boot camp because she is suppressing her emotions again. She used to dream constantly of horrid situations, some involving death. Not to mention she is under insane amounts of stress and I cant do dick to comfort her right now. Then there is stuff like she is hurting all over due to the physical strain she is under, and being unclean for all hours of the day. And she probably just started recieving my letters a few days ago, which I began mailing on the 3rd because her recruiters made me wait a week for her address. Not to mention all of the other various stress that has been put on me over the last few weeks involving this and my life at home/work.

So cockfucker, I'd appreciate if you kept your foot in your god damn mouth from now on. It would be easier for everyone if you just decided to not speak at all.

Ha ha, you got yelled at.

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Naimah enlisted the help of an infinite number of monkeys to write:
Dude, she's been gone like a week.

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May be NSFW

Be strong for her, as she is being strong for all of your country.

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Naimah had this to say about (_|_):
Dude, she's been gone like a week.

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Back off.

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Naimah stopped beating up furries long enough to write:
Dude, she's been gone like a week.

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What the heck's wrong with you?

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Naimah's account was hax0red to write:
Dude, she's been gone like a week.

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Dumbass....

yes, it's nice to dump on google boy, but we should be here as friends for pesco first and foremost.

Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun

And you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking
Racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death

Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way
The time is gone, the song is over, thought I'd something more to say

Sorry, just couldn't help myself

It's all about perspective, dude. She's got a few months away from you, but y'all have the rest of your life together afterwards. And even though your time apart seems like it's going to last forever, it makes the reunion that much more sweet.

It's nice. It helps me remember what she's like and why I love her. It really does just make you feel better. Even if it's a horrible drawing. When I'm done I usually show her, too, and that makes me feel better because I know she'll like it.

So...uh...you could try drawing until she gets back. ( )

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Pesco had this to say about Cuba:
And she probably just started recieving my letters a few days ago, which I began mailing on the 3rd because her recruiters made me wait a week for her address.

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If those letters read anything at all like your first post, then I have no doubt that she'll make it through. How could she not, with insperation like that?

That's so sweet!!!

I'm sure she misses you very much, too.

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Mortious Model 2000 was programmed to say:
Insensitivity, ahoy!

A week is forever when you're in love.

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No kidding, try 6 weeks. Com'on August.. I know how you feel

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Suddar had this to say about Jimmy Carter:
Whenever I miss my girlfriend, lately I try to draw her.

It's nice. It helps me remember what she's like and why I love her. It really does just make you feel better. Even if it's a horrible drawing. When I'm done I usually show her, too, and that makes me feel better because I know she'll like it.

So...uh...you could try drawing until she gets back. ( )

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I dont draw... I look at the pictures she drew of me though. I stare alot at the picture of Azakias, Pesco, and Brynn. ( Remember Brynn? ) Knowing that hopefully one day that I will beable to see that picture in real life. Not anytime soon, but some time in the far future.

Now be quiet, bitch.