everything in the last week or so has led me to rember "if it seems to good to be true, t prolly is"
Lotsa shit,mosty small s hit happened withern the last week, missed soemthign i realy wanted to go to, and jsut the normal crappy week type shit, but i didnt realy care, for i was still verall very happy, cause whenever i tlaked to my girlfriend, everything jsut seemed so great, it realy didnt matter
...so now jsut as i kinda feared from when we started going out, and much mroe in te alst week or os, its beging to look like we mgiht nto be together much longer
*sighs* i know this is what i shoulda havebean expecting form the begining, we've ean best firnds for like a year now, but i was stupid enough to fall in love, and i she thought tshe was too....
bah, im prolly jsut overreacfting, and hopefully thigns will turn up great ebtwween us....but i realy jsut dont know
everyone who btohered to read it, im osrry, it shoudla jsut gone into my live joruanl or soemthing, but for aboslutly no reason i post it here
Lyinar Ka`Bael, Piney Fresh Druidess - Luclin
Shes bean tlakign abotu goign to her prom for months now, she was jsut goign with a few of her frineds and wiht otu a date, then we started goign out, now a few days ago i heard she was going as friends with a guy she had a crush on before we started going out, she even ased me if it was ok
soon after then (or before, im ntoa cutlaly sure) i noticed little thigns a miss such as her not asking me how her day after i asked her, small things liked that, and a few days ago we where talking about hwo we dotn seemt o talk about everythign and nothing and everythign in between as much as we used t, and hwo we btoh wanted things to stay the same
*sighs* i have no idea wahts goonna happen,f ro the first two weeks she said i was all she thoguht about, and she was the only thing i thought about, now everythings kidna began to seem so trivial
I know you don't want to hear it, this she doesn't sound that serious about you, dear. I'd get out while the getting's good and find someone who truly wants to be with you.
Lyinar Ka`Bael, Piney Fresh Druidess - Luclin
and ya, thats pretty much what i fiugred, sincei dont exactly have lines of weminz waning me, and is till love her, im not gonna be the one to end it, but right now, buut im pretty much expecting it to die and realy arent keepign my hopes up
i figure tis best this way, everythign works out then ill be pleasntly surprised, if it doesnt i wont be as disapointed as i would be without aveing no expectaitons
When you're sure that things aren't going to get better, I'd let her know that you'd like to just be her friend again, if you still want that much.
And then just breathe. Take in the sweet aroma of freedom, regain your confidance and your swagger, and then let the ladies come to you. If you keep in mind how great you realy are, women will see that and come running, ready for anything.
and snce i jsut relized it wasnt allready stated,a si siad our btoh two week we where btoh all super happy/only thgouth of the toher, etc., but we havent eban together three weeks yet, so its not like the relationships eban rotting away for long periods fo time or even was anything that was that long lasting or meaningful (well i think its very meaningufl becouse it is nto oonly now my longest lasting relatioship, but for thoguhs two weeks it realyamde me happy) anyways, i figure give it a little while and see if it gets better ebfore ending it
Thanks everyone, i love you all!
Give it time, and be open. Show her you love her, and you understand she dosent have to be with you every minute of every day... be her boyfriend, not her third arm.
And it's OK, after I stopped angsting all over EC, we needed someone else to, sooo... 
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trying to lighten the mood. does this mean Mog will become an emp kid with Vorbo and I?
suddar, LOL!, that was great, and as for the emo part, i used to lsiten obsesivly to rights of spring and saves the day, cna i be an em kid too? =p
Sure. [ 05-09-2003: Message edited by: Suddar ]
*listens to patience on an endless loop*
EMO PRIDE! =p [ 05-09-2003: Message edited by: Mog ]
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Mog had this to say about Optimus Prime:
Thanks Sol! ill definaty follow yoru advicesuddar, LOL!, that was great, and as for the emo part, i used to lsiten obsesivly to rights of spring and saves the day, cna i be an em kid too? =p
*quivers* rites of spring...
I LOVE YOU BUDDY.
she told me she dreaed about this guy, and they where kissing and stuff, and she sad it semed so rea while the dreams abotu me always seemed so dream like and unreal, and she also was tlakgn abotu ehr theory about how if two soulmates find eachtoehr while their young woudltn it be better if they both dated toerhs for a while so they dotn get board of eachtoehr adn tey cna fully apreacied hwo great hje othr is....
..sounds like im fuckend dont it
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Mog had this to say about Cuba:
Thanks suddar, sadly it looks like its deing....ateast for now
she told me she dreaed about this guy, and they where kissing and stuff, and she sad it semed so rea while the dreams abotu me always seemed so dream like and unreal, and she also was tlakgn abotu ehr theory about how if two soulmates find eachtoehr while their young woudltn it be better if they both dated toerhs for a while so they dotn get board of eachtoehr adn tey cna fully apreacied hwo great hje othr is......sounds like im fuckend dont it
I'm sorry, but I can literally smell the bullshit there.
Yep. She either sucks in long relationships or is somehow dissatisfied with yours... either that or she continued shopping around after she bought something. Either way, she dosen't sound inclined to tell you the truth, whether out of fear of self-preservation or care for your feelings. If it were just me, I'd just... go, but if you really do care for her, give her free reign to come or go as she pleases, but don't let her use you as an emotional whore. Set her free. If she comes back, she's worth holding on to, but from reading this... I gotta be pessimistic, sorry.
we jsut broke up,she loggged on, asked me how i was after reading my lj entries, told me all her cousins told her theirs no point to ebign in a long term realtionship this early in life and she shoudl wait tilla fter collage, i asked if were over, she said yes
How fucked up is this, ve rhte course of four weeks she has gone from carrying my pciture in her pocket everywhere she went, ifnally starting going out wiht me, us ebing all madly inlove,a dn then it all jsut.....dieing
[ 05-11-2003: Message edited by: Mog ]
oddly thgouh, thsi is the first relationship where apon ending, my first imaded though was "god...i need to find soemone" then the usual "OMG GIRLS ARE EVIL, IM NEVER DATEIGN ANYBODY EVER AGAIN CAUSE THEYLL JSUT HURT ME *sigh* i hope _____ takes me back,s ehs nto evil, even thoguh she did jsut fuck me over"
No, Really. Bite me.
Lyinar Ka`Bael, Piney Fresh Druidess - Luclin
See...sometimes they come back. Sometimes you both do some growing and realize more of what you want, and that you're compatible now. Don't get your hopes up, but don't burn any bridges, either. Sometimes it works out and sometimes it doesn't. Right now you should do what's best for you. Cover your own ass, keep yourself healthy (if not happy).
sigpic courtesy of This Guy, original modified by me
The sad truth is that guys and girls are very different (duh) and therefore want expect different things from a relationship. You're better off looking for a girlfriend who isn't worried about a long term commitment. You're young yet Mog! You shouldn't have to worry about spending the rest of your life with someone! Although this is a small condolence, this has been an important learning experience for you in the workings of the male and female minds.
I hope you feel better about this soon, Mog, as its sad to see you going through such a bad experience. Love hurts....
