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Topic: So, that's what it feels like...
Akiraiu Zenko
Is actually a giddy schoolgirl
posted 02-26-2003 02:21:38 AM
...to have your heart ripped out of your chest.

Someone who I considered a very close, dear friend...someone who I, in fact, love quite alot, though he's happily mated and I'd never dream of trying to get in the way of that...

...seems to have come to the decision that if he can't meet anyone face to face, they can't be a true friend.

I can't remember being as hurt as I am right now...

The artist formerly known as Zephyer Kyuukaze.
Trillee
I <3 My Deviant
posted 02-26-2003 02:23:43 AM
*curls around Zephy and hugs him gently*
Maradon!
posted 02-26-2003 02:28:51 AM
*hand on shoulder*

Really though...do you need friends who will abandon you?

Aury
My hair is a deadly weapon
posted 02-26-2003 02:29:40 AM
dood. *hugs you*
Akiraiu Zenko
Is actually a giddy schoolgirl
posted 02-26-2003 02:30:04 AM
Yes, now's the part where everyone says that he's a bad friend, screw 'im...

But you've got to understand...I love him, and love isn't a rational feeling...

The artist formerly known as Zephyer Kyuukaze.
Kegwen
Sonyfag
posted 02-26-2003 02:31:00 AM
quote:
How.... Zephyer.... uughhhhhh:
I love him, and love isn't a rational feeling...

Indeed.

I don't know what to say... *hugs*

Great time for UBB to own me...

[ 02-26-2003: Message edited by: Kegwen ]

Maradon!
posted 02-26-2003 02:32:04 AM
I've been there. Falling in love with the wrong girl over and over.

If you read my chinese buffet thread, you know that I recently got the opprotunity to take advantage of a 'wrong girl' I was in love with. I found it easy to turn her down.

It hurts now, but trust me, it gets better.

Trent
Smurfberry Moneyshot
posted 02-26-2003 02:36:37 AM
quote:
Zephyer had this to say about John Romero:
...seems to have come to the decision that if he can't meet anyone face to face, they can't be a true friend.

I have never understood this, and I never will. You can get to know someone, and be their friend etc etc without having to see them, or hear them.

I'm sorry that happened to you Zephy.

Akiraiu Zenko
Is actually a giddy schoolgirl
posted 02-26-2003 02:44:31 AM
I apologize, in advance, for any upcoming angsting up of the boards that I'll be doing, but I've been depressed lately as it is, and this has been a rather crippling blow...
The artist formerly known as Zephyer Kyuukaze.
Random Insanity Generator
Condom Ninja El Supremo
posted 02-26-2003 03:21:49 AM
Dude... this majorly sucks.

If it helps any, we're still here for ya. Even though you did cut your hair. hehehe

* NullDevice kicks the server. "Floggings will continue until processing power improves!"
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Gikk
SCA babe!!!
posted 02-26-2003 03:25:12 AM
*hugs the zephy*

.. If you ever need anyone, hun... I'm here.

Ja'Deth Issar Ka'bael
I posted in a title changing thread.
posted 02-26-2003 05:11:31 AM
well...think about it this way, Zephy...

You had this guy who you loved and he hurt you terribly. There's a lot of us who think that "Hurting Zephyer" is about as bad as it gets. It's worse than kicking puppies. Hell Mort eats puppy sandwiches, and he wouldn't ever try to hurt you. So to folks around here, this guy did the unthinkable. And it hurts like hell...and it will for a long time, probably.

On the other hand, there IS a group of people who care about your feelings, most without ever having met you, some without ever having seen the pics of you. You're just you, here, and they care about what happens to you and where you go and how you're doing and they like (some love) your art and like seeing all the jackal pictures you come up with...

And it won't make up for the one guy you loved stinging you, but maybe, somehow, it's not quite as bad? We all care about you, Zephy. All of us out here past the computer screen where you can't see us. You're a good person and you're our friend and we take care of our own...so we'll be here for you cuz you're Zephy.

Lyinar's sweetie and don't you forget it!*
"All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die. -Roy Batty
*Also Lyinar's attack panda

sigpic courtesy of This Guy, original modified by me

Lazzay
omg mack attack :(
posted 02-26-2003 06:49:57 AM
I LOVE ZEPHY
one two three fo let me see that tootsie roll
Ryuujin
posted 02-26-2003 07:06:53 AM
quote:
Verily, Lazadriel doth proclaim:
I LOVE ZEPHY

I echo this.

Jargum
Doughnut
posted 02-26-2003 10:00:36 AM
quote:
G.L. Ryuujin had this to say about pies:
quote:
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Verily, Lazadriel doth proclaim:
I LOVE ZEPHY
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I echo this.


I echo this echo for the good of Zephyer

Edit: haet u UBB

[ 02-26-2003: Message edited by: Jargum ]

Azizza
VANDERSHANKED
posted 02-26-2003 10:06:59 AM
Maradon is right. However as you say Zephy, it isn't that easy to act on it.
Our heart loves to confuse us. Love makes no sense at times.. But things do work out in the long run.
"Pacifism is a privilege of the protected"
Akiraiu Zenko
Is actually a giddy schoolgirl
posted 02-26-2003 11:20:44 AM
Thank you...everybody...

Sometimes I forget how many people care about me...Especially when I'm depressed, which has been an awful lot, lately...

Wow...a whole Dethessay, just for me...

The artist formerly known as Zephyer Kyuukaze.
Niklas
hay guys whats going on in this title?
posted 02-26-2003 12:43:26 PM
We (probably) all care about you here, zephy

I haven't talked to you in a while I admit but I still care what happens to you and how you feel.

I hope everything gets better soon

Bajah
Thooooooor
posted 02-26-2003 01:05:58 PM
Lyinar Ka`Bael
Are you looking at my pine tree again?
posted 02-26-2003 06:34:34 PM
That really sucks, Zephy. But he's the idiot. And I don't mean to be harsh, but just because you love someone isn't an excuse to be stupid about it.

He's the one who's being a narrow-minded, blind idiot here. So don't sweat people like that, no matter how your feelings say to act.

Realize that you don't have to be ruled by your feelings, and that you need to surround yourself with people who are worthy of being there, not people like this.


Lyinar Ka`Bael, Piney Fresh Druidess - Luclin

Ja'Deth Issar Ka'bael
I posted in a title changing thread.
posted 02-26-2003 06:43:33 PM
See? Outpourings of love, Deth essay of Luv, and Lyinar will brandish her scimitar at anyone who hurts ya.
Lyinar's sweetie and don't you forget it!*
"All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die. -Roy Batty
*Also Lyinar's attack panda

sigpic courtesy of This Guy, original modified by me

Nwist, Who?
Nwist
posted 02-26-2003 07:01:32 PM
omgwtf sux

Just remember that you'll get better soon, bud

madolin
Pancake
posted 02-26-2003 07:01:43 PM
*pokes* things'll get better.
Stupid people do stupid things, smart people out smart each other...
Lyinar Ka`Bael
Are you looking at my pine tree again?
posted 02-26-2003 07:23:48 PM
quote:
Ja'Deth Issar Ka'bael stopped beating up furries long enough to write:
See? Outpourings of love, Deth essay of Luv, and Lyinar will brandish her scimitar at anyone who hurts ya.

*goes into Guard Druidess Mode around Zephy*


Lyinar Ka`Bael, Piney Fresh Druidess - Luclin

Palador ChibiDragon
Dismembered
posted 02-26-2003 09:57:03 PM
Ditto what the others have said in support for you Zephyer.

I won't say anything about what kind of person he is, or how misguided he may be about this, because I don't know him. However, I doubt you would care about him if he wasn't a decent person, despite what he's done. I will say that he's missing out on a chance to be friends with a good person.

I believe in the existance of magic, not because I have seen proof of its existance, but because I refuse to live in a world where it does not exist.
Mortious
Gluttonous Overlard
posted 02-26-2003 10:27:39 PM
....

Burger
BANNED!
posted 02-26-2003 11:23:17 PM
eat me!

no really, you need some nice comfort food right now, so i'll let you have a nibble or two, just stay away from my pickle.

*hugz zeph ahd offers himself up for consumption*

Bite me.

No, Really. Bite me.

Akiraiu Zenko
Is actually a giddy schoolgirl
posted 02-26-2003 11:57:18 PM
Thank you, all of you, so much...

...You, and other friends from other places, have all made me feel so much better...

...Sometimes, I forget how many people really do care about me...I'm a lucky, lucky guy, in that respect...

Now, if I could just latch down that one special someone...

The artist formerly known as Zephyer Kyuukaze.
Azymyth
Not gay; just weird
posted 02-27-2003 12:11:11 AM
Hugs Zephy.

If ya ever need to vent or whatever, I'm here for ya...

I suffer from CRS: Can't Remember Shit.

Sig pic done by the very talented SJen!

Akiraiu Zenko
Is actually a giddy schoolgirl
posted 02-27-2003 12:48:18 AM
Now I really feel flattered, and special...

...A friend of mine is a three-movement piece to represent me...

...Basically, a musical portrait of myself...

The artist formerly known as Zephyer Kyuukaze.
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