I'm sitting here in my sweats. I was supposed to be at work 2 hours ago. I don't think I'm going to work. Just can't seem to do it. Don't know why. No energy, I guess.

I've been working three jobs for the past two months. Working 60 plus hours a week. I'm working to save money to head back home in a few weeks, also to pay my bills, put money back for University, and help support my fiance back home.

Well, I've got my tickets for back home. Most of my bills are now paid off. All my school deposits are paid for University next month. My last few paychecks just have to be split between sending money down to her, and saving for myself.

I don't think this is a whine. I'm not complaining, not looking for attention, or love. I've relied on myself just fine, and gotten the job done, or rather getting the job done. I don't even know why I'm posting this.

What am I? Just tired. No, I don't think I'm going to work today. Luckily, this is a day I'm only scheduled to work one job. Just can't bring myself to do it. Can't do it.