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Topic: Goodbye, EC.
Saralene
Pancake
posted 08-27-2001 10:12:00 PM
I don't want to make a big fuss or anything, so I will do this quick and easy. I'm killing myself. I won't give detail but my life took a major turn for the worse, and all that's left for me is this... I'm sorry, Yam.......... Goodbye... Drys... Might as well delete this account...
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Condom Ninja El Supremo
posted 08-27-2001 10:14:00 PM

I've missed something somewhere....

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Ozimander
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posted 08-27-2001 10:17:00 PM
Okay, Sar. Before you do anything drastic, maybe you could talk to some one, maybe even one of us. Some of us have done the same. Suddar, Kloie, myself included. Feel free to, on this post or in a private message to contact us to talk about it. Killing yourself is not the only answer to things. Please don't be drastic.

Ozius

Vorbis
Vend-A-Goat
posted 08-27-2001 10:19:00 PM
Don't kill yourself. I know the chances of you actually killing yourself are slim, but still, don't do it. You are somebody to someone. You may not know it, you may not believe it, you may not accept it. However, this is a fact. Do not quit because you think you got a bum hand, because that will just majorly bum out someone. And that is not excellent.

Be excellent to others. Words of wisdom from Bill and Ted.

Faelynn LeAndris
Lusty busty redheaded wood elf with sharp claws
posted 08-27-2001 10:20:00 PM
NOt to sound cold, becuase I've been there. More than once. But what was the point of this?

My LAUNCHCast Station
"Respect the Forest, Fear the Ranger"
I got lost for an hour and became god.
Kekvit Irae
Pancake
posted 08-27-2001 10:20:00 PM
!!!
No girl, NO!
Please, give me your AIM and we'll talk. Just you and me, one on one. Please.
My AIM = Kaenia
JooJooFlop
Hungry Hungry Hippo
posted 08-27-2001 10:22:00 PM
Er, perhaps details would help.
I don't know how to be sexy. If I catch a girl looking at me and our eyes lock, I panic and open mine wider. Then I lick my lips and rub my genitals. And mouth the words "You're dead."
LeMiere
posted 08-27-2001 10:23:00 PM
Not to sound cold, either.. but if you do attempt to go through with it.. make sure you do it in a confident manner as not to cause yerself further pain.

I'd prefer you not commit suicide ('less you already did and I'm just lacking a reason to write this).. but, well.. to each her own..

JooJooFlop
Hungry Hungry Hippo
posted 08-27-2001 10:25:00 PM
quote:
Originally posted by LeMiere:
Not to sound cold, either.. but if you do attempt to go through with it.. make sure you do it in a confident manner as not to cause yerself further pain.

I'd prefer you not commit suicide ('less you already did and I'm just lacking a reason to write this).. but, well.. to each her own..


Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain. Get those thoughts out of your head NOW.

I don't know how to be sexy. If I catch a girl looking at me and our eyes lock, I panic and open mine wider. Then I lick my lips and rub my genitals. And mouth the words "You're dead."
Lalamile
My title doesn't even make sense any more
posted 08-27-2001 10:25:00 PM
If you love anyone in your family, or friends don't do it, the hardest part for anyone who is close to a person who try/dose commit sucide and how they fell like they could have changed the persons mind.... When my sister tryed to commit succide my mother was the one who suffered the most...

Its the most selfish act I know of, your only thinking about your self, and others suffer because of you loss.

[ 08-27-2001: Message edited by: Lalamile ]

Palador ChibiDragon
Dismembered
posted 08-27-2001 10:38:00 PM
Please, don't do it.

One night many years ago, my sister came into the room my brother and I shared. She woke us up, and said that she had just swallowed a bottle of pills to kill herself, and she was scared.

Hearing those words was the most dreadful moment of my life.

I was so stunned, sick, and scared I couldn't move. To this day I thank God that our Dad somehow heard this from his room, and woke up. He grabbed her, rushed her to the bathroom, and got her to throw up. Then, he piled us all into the car, and ran us to the nearest hospital. My sister survived.

At one time in my life, I too thought of killing myself. Remembering that night, I realized what I would do to the people I cared for if I went through with it. Instead, I realized something that helped me alot:

Other people have lived through this, so too shall I.

There ARE others out there that will understand what you feel. Please, look for them. Talk to them. If there's anyone you care for, anyone you don't want to hurt, please don't kill yourself. The pain of having someone you love kill themselves will tear them apart forever.

Please don't do it.

I believe in the existance of magic, not because I have seen proof of its existance, but because I refuse to live in a world where it does not exist.
Skaw
posted 08-27-2001 10:42:00 PM
You know, that sigpic doesn't really go well with that message.
Cap'n Elethi
I'm too sexy for my shirt, too sexy for my shirt...
posted 08-27-2001 10:45:00 PM
Sara, don't do it. Everyone's life gets better, and we all have our down spots too. Just wait 24 hours, and I promise you'll feel better.

Talk to any who you think seems nice. Everyone here likes you, so pick a kind person, and start up a conversation. I'm sure they'll be happy to listen, or tell you a funny story or something.

Just please, don't do it.

Please?

Elethi Rian, A Man Of Many Talents
LeMiere
posted 08-27-2001 10:49:00 PM
Sara.. don't do it. It'll just get taken the wrong way, be misunderstood. No reason to kill yerself, ya know? I don't think there's a person on the boards that dislikes you.. we'd all be willing to be there for ya.
Most of us have been through this before.. Why not just try again, ya know?
Kegwen
Sonyfag
posted 08-27-2001 11:00:00 PM
Please don't do this... there's absolutely NO reason to kill yourself... EVER! (PLEASE don't start a flame by proving me wrong..)

We all love you and support you, don't do this...

holds back a tear and runs off

Blindy
Roll for initiative, Monkey Boy!
posted 08-27-2001 11:11:00 PM
You don't want to kill yourself. If you did, you wouldn't have told us. Please, just look at all the people begging you to stay, there is no excuse big enough to justify destroying the life of yourself and all the ones who love you. Don't do it.
On a plane ride, the more it shakes,
The more I have to let go.
Bane
BANNED
posted 08-27-2001 11:25:00 PM
Hey Sara,

Don't do it, please I know it may look dark with no light entering anywhere but sara there is all around you just look at all of us posting for you not to do it. Death is never the answer to any problem trust me i've thought about and almost done it a bunch of times but then i think about the people i will leave behind and how upset they will be once i leave this earth..... please don't do it.. please i can't deal with another death of someone i know ....

cout << "SCORE!";
Wily Kat to the Rescue!
Ged
Pancake
posted 08-27-2001 11:44:00 PM
theres nothing anyone can realy say. honor, love, hate. they have nothing to do with it. the only thing anyone can realy do is choose, but remember this befor you choose to take a last step into what lies beyond, tomorow the sun will rise. entire cultures of people have disapeared over the last 7 thousand years. billions of people, millions of ways, songs, and histories, all lost in time, but this is worse. one person to die in this place and time IS a tragedy, because for thoes who fell to war or plauge so long ago, they died without choice, and without the chance to see the sun come up again. the sun will come up tomorow. no mater what else happens in your, or our lives, there is always one thing to look to the horizon for. one constant. though i dont know you, nor would i pretend to, i do hope you will be there to see it again tomorow.
"understanding is a three edged sword"
Palador ChibiDragon
Dismembered
posted 08-27-2001 11:50:00 PM
Saralene?

Answer please? We're worried...

I believe in the existance of magic, not because I have seen proof of its existance, but because I refuse to live in a world where it does not exist.
Solstyce
Vampiric pixie that might eat your face, if you're lucky
posted 08-27-2001 11:59:00 PM
Sara. trust me on this one. Just trust me.

THINGS.

GET.

BETTER.

Gods, I've thought about it every day for months on end for some time, I've tried it, and i look back and think about how stupid I was to even think about it, what I'd have missed if I hadn't have screwed up. Of course, it didn't seem it at the time, no... at the time it felt right, like i had nothing left. But nope. It happened to me. It happens to everyone. Things get better. THey always do.

I've gone through three major points of depression in my life, one where I did try to think about it and both other times when I literally was holding the knife in my hand and praying for courage. At those three points, I felt like nothing, nothing could ever possibly get better. I felt the lowest of the low... and prolly what you feel. But things get better. They always do.

Trust me.

Shhh. Everyone will hear us. Everyone will know.
ArchAngel
Not a girl, never will be, no matter how much you may hear differently
posted 08-28-2001 12:00:00 PM
Just a little something I think applies:

LEAN ON ME - - BY: MICHAEL BOLTON

Some-times in our lives
we all have pain
we all have sorrow
but, if we are wise
we know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when your not strong
I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
till I'm gonna need somebody to lean on

Call on me brother
when you need a hand
we all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem
that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
if I have things
you need to borrow
For no one can fill
those of your needs
That you won't let show

Lean on me, when your not strong
I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
till I'm gonna need somebody to lean on

If there's a load, you have to bear
that you can't carry
Im right up road, I'll share your load
If you just call me...Call me
If you need a friend...Call me
If you ever need a friend...If you ever need a friend
Call me... Call me

Lean on me, when your not strong
I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
till I'm gonna need somebody to lean on

"What power would hell have if those imprisoned there could not dream of heaven?" -Dream, Sandman
"When the first living thing existed, I was there waiting. When the last living thing dies, my job will be finished. I'll put the chairs on the tables, turn out the lights, and lock the universe behind me as I leave." -Death, Sandman
"Things need not have happened to be true. Tales and dreams are the shadow truths that will endure when mere facts are dust and ashes, and forgot." Dream, Sandman
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Kegwen
Sonyfag
posted 08-28-2001 12:05:00 PM
Uhh... nevermind..

[ 08-28-2001: Message edited by: Kegwen Tabibito ]

Saraiah
Pancake
posted 08-28-2001 12:33:00 PM

I don't know what you feel, but I know there are folks here that will help it to feel maybe a little less bad.

You stick around, and we'll show you.

Sara

Smile always, laugh often, growl as necessary. :)
Snoota
Now I am become Death, shatterer of worlds
posted 08-28-2001 12:51:00 PM
I dunno what's worse about this thread. Someone threatening to kill themselves or Archangel crediting Michael Bolton with Lean on Me.

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The above post was Snoota's poorly placed humor of the day

[ 08-28-2001: Message edited by: Snoota ]

Saraiah
Pancake
posted 08-28-2001 12:55:00 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Snoota:
I dunno what's worse about this thread. Someone threatening to kill themselves or Archangel crediting Michael Bolton with Lean on Me.

Ssssh, it's all part of the secret sauce to make Saralene come back. Don't give it away!

Smile always, laugh often, growl as necessary. :)
ArchAngel
Not a girl, never will be, no matter how much you may hear differently
posted 08-28-2001 01:14:00 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Saraiah:
Ssssh, it's all part of the secret sauce to make Saralene come back. Don't give it away!

Exactly...

Needs to find a more reliable website for such things...

"What power would hell have if those imprisoned there could not dream of heaven?" -Dream, Sandman
"When the first living thing existed, I was there waiting. When the last living thing dies, my job will be finished. I'll put the chairs on the tables, turn out the lights, and lock the universe behind me as I leave." -Death, Sandman
"Things need not have happened to be true. Tales and dreams are the shadow truths that will endure when mere facts are dust and ashes, and forgot." Dream, Sandman
Full sigpic image
Snoota
Now I am become Death, shatterer of worlds
posted 08-28-2001 01:16:00 AM
Michael Bolton did sing a version of it, but he didn't write it. It was written by Al Greene back in the 60's. I was just poking fun because that's an awesome song and Michael Bolton is the DEBIL.
Black
The Outlaw Torn
posted 08-28-2001 06:02:00 AM
Not cool.

Honest to god I don't know what people think they're accomplishing by killing themselves.

It's selfish.

Killing yourself with another thought of the people you're leaving behind? Yeah, you impress me.

And I thought it was Bill Withers?

[ 08-28-2001: Message edited by: Black Mage ]



Time was never on my side.
So on I wait my whole lifetime.

Saralene
Pancake
posted 08-28-2001 06:04:00 AM
This post is sort of... outdated after my latest one you know...
...I hate you, Drysart. I hate you.
Goodbye.
Black
The Outlaw Torn
posted 08-28-2001 06:06:00 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Saralene:
This post is sort of... outdated after my latest one you know...
Urf?! Don't go confusing us people! It's too easy!

And I wanted to rant on Suicide anyways ;P

[ 08-28-2001: Message edited by: Black Mage ]



Time was never on my side.
So on I wait my whole lifetime.

Mightion Defensor
posted 08-28-2001 07:08:00 AM
For God's sake, Sara, don't do it.

I myself once (well, actually several times) felt I HAD to kill myself I was such a failure in life. It's several years later now, and to think if I'd gone through with it, I'd have missed out on my three little nephews and Monty Python DVDs.

Don't do it Sara... it can't possibly be that bad, and it WILL get better.

Pesco
Is a copyright of Peachis. Don't underestimate his pants, either.
posted 08-28-2001 07:11:00 AM
o_O
Black
The Outlaw Torn
posted 08-28-2001 07:11:00 AM
*cough*

Read ALL posts before replying.

Thank you, drive through.



Time was never on my side.
So on I wait my whole lifetime.

Kegwen
Sonyfag
posted 08-28-2001 09:30:00 AM
That's it. I'm never taking anyone seriously about kiling themselves EVER again. Unless, of course, they have a loaded gun to their head.

Normally the person in question is just very upset about something at the time and the thought of killing oneself is a very alluring offer then..

I've considered it, but as soon as I set my thoughts straight I realized it would have been a horrible mistake.

Faelynn LeAndris
Lusty busty redheaded wood elf with sharp claws
posted 08-28-2001 10:22:00 AM
You could see this coming a mile away.

Selfishness. Childish. And Immoral.


My LAUNCHCast Station
"Respect the Forest, Fear the Ranger"
I got lost for an hour and became god.
Drysart
Pancake
posted 08-28-2001 03:26:00 PM
Agreed.

This is the worst type of attention whoring you can do on a message board, and it is absolutely, positively, totally, completely unacceptable.

Fish for attention and sympathy somewhere else.

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